Cold memories

It's the pain what's holding me back

The names I have met

It's the smile I can't forget

The cold memories I see in nightmares

It's the blood in my veins

Which has turned into black

It's the missing puzzle piece

Which is shouting my name

It's the star that has collide

The mirror that has burst

And I, I've lost track of time

In time I've lost me

From soul to soul

A soul so genuine

So sincere

You give, all you want to do is share

Give the love and share the moments with the world,

With the soul you love

In a world which is unfair

A world that is fearful

A world that is so closed

A world that is heading to self destruction

Its for the souls like you to stay true

To give and dare to be crushed

To share and never regret

To walk on and walk with the souls who deserve to be on your path

Souls like yours open up minds

Opened me and show me that I'm not alone

You opened my soul, my eyes

You set foot on my path

Our path that has been crossed and will travel many miles

Cause souls like ours set course to opportunities,

To life, to friendship, to love and to freedom

To a friend

I want to hold you in my arms
Close enough to make you feel
What you do to my heart

You ask me who I am
The best way to show you is to take your hand
And walk you through my dreams

I found comfort in the way
You embraced who I am
You gave me the freedom to be myself
I told you my secrets and showed my fears

Someone

Those eyes that used to smile

They used to tell you stories

Beyond your wildest dreams

Those eyes hid the smile

A smile of a broken tear

A fear

A dream

A human being

Have you met someone

With the brightest eyes

Have you met someone

Who could make you smile

Have you known someone

And had to let them go

Facing this world alone..

So tell me do you know

Have you felt this feeling

Is it growing strong

The love that you are feeling

Do you feel it in your bones

Going through your veins

Into your heart

Does it sound insane?

A tear for the past

There is a past haunting me

A past that won't let me see my heading..

My destiny…

As I walk on this path

I see creatures from the past

I see you, and you and you

I see death…

So why am I holding on to this rope

Holding on to the past

What am I waiting for

Is it for you

For you to come back

For you to hold my hand

I  close my eyes and imagine that you creatures

You are all gone by the time the light hits my eyes

But unfortunately, instead

I feel your hand upon my cheek

Catching the tear I bleed...

Dreams & Nightmares

Sometimes your words feel like dreams
Dreams I say, another language you learned to speak
I see them when you hide
When you try to keep the truth inside

It may be better to leave things unsaid
However I can assure you
That those dreams
Well...
They hurt me instead

I rather have you to tell me a nightmare
Something I believe
Because in a world of lies
I need you to be honest
To tell me the truth...

Snooze life

The moment you snooze your alarm.
Pretending that a little longer wil help.
Instead it gets harder and harder to wake up. 
The same thing we do in life. 

We snooze and hope for the best. 
The best thing to do is to face reality and make it easy.
Because after a storm, there will be sunshine..

I choose to snooze life for a while.
It was great and for a moment I thought I was happy. 
But then I lost myself and it took a while for me to realise it.

So now I chose to face it. 
Face life and everything it brought to me.
Enjoy and be grateful for what it gave me. 
Cherish every moment of happiness. 
I stopped wondering why and regretting the steps I have made. 

I choose to be happy and be the best I can be.