Growing up in the shadows of society

Going back to the time where my dreams meant so much

Where the world was mine

And they could not hold me back

The time I could not wait to dream again

Going back to the moment

Where they taught me to be a figure in society

A world where daydreams even dreams

Were for the weak

Going back to the moment

Where they told me I could not make it

I was wrong and too much me

Those retards, our so called society, could not shape me

Going back to the moment where I lost a hero

Where I lost you

Living this life without your existence

All I could do was blame myself

Going back to the time

Where I home was a battlefield

Where I was afraid of losing you

Wide awake, never got the chance to dream

Living in fear, fear for my dreams & fear for this god damn reality

Going back to the time

Where I almost lost you

Tears running over your face

In that moment I met my demon

I was able to kill

Going back to the time

Where I was truly lost

Days were filled with fear and anxiety

You dug your own grave and  buried a man which could be my hero

And I started from scratch with everyone one I loved

Living day by day

Going back to the time

Where our eyes first met

You helped me get through

But then you broke me into million pieces

Going back in time  

Where you were my guiding light

You lead me to a crossroad

It was you that made me see life

You taught me to dream again and see a better reality

And I walked away from edge, from a destination six feet under

So in time I found me

And time made me stronger

I found my destiny

And one day I was blessed to meet you

Your words made me realise that you were special

You seemed so far away

Falling and loving again seemed so impossible

But with you my love, dreams are reality