A touch of your grace

Take one moment

One step backwards

Can you hear me

Are you listening

Cause I’m calling

Calling for your

Attention

May I have your attention

Please

Cause I’m drowning, drowning in my words

I need you to be there

I need you to listen, before

We

Drift

Fall apart

Falling away and the distance

Kills me inside

I know you're near me

If only you could hear

The words, these words I sing

Oh baby I’m calling today

I’m calling your name

I’m asking for help

A touch of your grace

I need you beside me

So please guide me through this storm

It hurts me to look back

Back into the past

I need to let go now

Still it’s easier to hold on

Hold on to you

Oh baby I’m calling today

I’m calling your name

I’m asking for help

A touch of your grace

I need you beside me

So please guide me through this storm

You

Kick me and still I find a way running back to you

You

Denigrate me and still I find a way loving you

you

Seem to be perfect, so worth it

Until I found out about the truth

I’ll guide myself

And carry on

Pick up the broken pieces

And be whole again

Some wise words they told me #authorunknown

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master.

Thoughts

We all crave for this feeling

We all want to be loved

But yet we keep playing

And it isn't with our hearts

We tell that we’re over

We don’t look back

But we put on a guard

And don’t let go of the past

We keep on smiling

Living in disguise

But yet we are afraid to look inside

And that’s when we start to hide

We became blind

Blinded by the past

Not able to see what’s in front of us

And so we live on in regret

We all want to be loved

So take off the blindfolds

Before the darkness comes

Before the cities turn to graves

Ghost

I don’t know which way to go

Don’t know which road to follow home

I’m holding on

Like you’re the missing puzzle piece

I can’t let go

Well maybe I’m afraid

To lose a part of me

When I close the door on those memories

On what we could be

If I let go.. When I let go..

Maybe I held on for too long

And maybe I’m missing out

'Cause time has come to

to let go

I need to pick myself up

Take a left turn down the road

Leave the ghosts behind

Close the door and smile

Cause I held on for too long

And I've missed out on too much

Blinded by those memories

Of what we never were

And never could be

So I let go..

Unconditional love

You,

You've left an empty spot in our home
you've filled heaven with magic
Six feet under, it's tragic
But at least we know
You won't live in sorrow

Cause I,
I know you're here
You've left this world
But I will always find you in my heart
Your magic never would be lost
Connected by unconditional love

There will be days
I'll fight my tears
Longing for one last hug
A tear rolls down my cheek
There you are, that one breeze
Reminding me to smile

Cause I,
I know you're here
You've left this world
But I will always find you in my heart
Your magic never would be lost
Connected by unconditional love

As they place the flowers on your casket
I'll break my promise

As the tears roll down
I'll pick myself up and crack a smile

Cause I,
I know you're here
You've left this world
But I will always find you in my heart
Your magic never would be lost
Connected by unconditional love

Hope

I know it's over 
As I walk towards the door
I know we're done
And I still keep hoping for
Hoping for that kiss
One kiss
What will tell me it's not over
Not over yet..
That there is hope still hope 
Hope left for us

Sincerely,

The one who you used to love

Hello Heartbreak

You lost it all
And it seems like you don't care
Not a single sincere tear
I wonder if you know the meaning of…
Do you know any fear?

I feel sorry for you
For not knowing what you were missing
And what you miss

You've got eyes but you don't see
You've hurt the ones who tried to love
So go and don't look back
Back to all the pain and regret

So tell me now
Who's gonna fix your mess
Who's gonna hold your hand
When the summer green leaves turn into autumn
And the rain falls
There's nothing left but a cold cold heart..
The rain gets frozen, like the time
Like the memories, that you've left behind…

So why won't you see you're running out of time
Losing a haven to call home
Having a heart that beats slow
A heart that beats like there is no tomorrow..

Unfinished

I don't know which way to go

I don't know which way to followHome..

Memories they pull me down

I tell myself it's okay

That it's time to look

Away...

Nothing left for me too save

I tell myself that it's okay

It is time to look away..

Standing here in this empty town

Cause all I knew has been burned to ashes

Encompass

It’s something inside, I can’t explain the way I feel

It’s a lingering emotion

No words can encompass

And when I am with you

I feel like we’ve been there

An odd sense of déjà vu

I don’t need you to finish my sentences

To get each other

‘Cause I know, we get each other

I love you for who you are

Even with your flaws

I’ve learned to love your imperfections

Sometimes loving you is intense

Most of the time in a good way, however it’s the love

Which helps me to see beyond the bad moment

As long as I have you next to me

I know I am capable of anything

Together we can do anything

Though life may keep us apart sometimes

I know the way you feel about me

And I feel a strong connection

You make me feel secure and protected

It’s like having a guardian angel by my side

I can’t imagine life without you

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While I whisper in your ear

I will assure you, my dear

I will hold on forever

Hold on to you

While the music plays

My voice will be your guide

If I may?

I will guide you home

While you rest your head

Upon my shoulder

Do you feel your heart

Beating slower

As you close your eyes

You feel blessed

To have found a love like this

And with these thoughts..

You fall asleep

3 am

Have you ever been so afraid

That fears taking over

Have you ever been so betrayed

That fears taking over

3 am and you’re still wide awake

You just want to catch some sleep

But  the

Demon inside

Of you

Starts to scream

Starts to yell

It takes the air away

Makes it harder to breathe

Now tell me are you okay?!

You try to ignore

All these thoughts of yours

So fed up with the lies

And you just can’t take

One more

One more sleepless night

So you start counting sheep

But your demon is creeping in

And it starts to scream

It starts to yell

Takes the air away

Makes it harder to breathe

So tell me are you okay?!

All these thoughts of yours

Sound of slamming doors

Monsters hiding under your bed

Your demons fade out the red

So do you need the screaming

Do you live on lies

Stuck in this nightmare

Another sleepless night

You start to cry

And it start to scream

While you write your goodbye

And it starts to yell

While I write your lullaby

Its taking you away

While I’m begging you to stay

So I whisper in your ear

It will be okay, my dear

So just close your eyes

Dig deep inside

Follow my voice, your guide

Ignore the demons, which hide

Listen to your lullaby

So tell me have you ever been so afraid

That fears taking over

Have you ever been so betrayed

That fears taking over

It’s taking over

Hey there son

Hey there son

How's it going now

Miles away

Is it easy to find

A place to call home

Is it easy to..

Do you feel alone

Alone by my side

Is it easy to cope?

Is it easy to find home

Hey there son

Are you smiling now

‘Cause I..

You left this place

And I know you’re fine

Tell me is it easy to cope

Don’t you cry

It’s not a secret

I love your smile

So don’t you hide, it’s time to shine

Hey angel spread your wings now

Create home, unpack your things

Build your kingdom

And I’ll be there

I’ll be watching

My friend