Hope

I know it's over 
As I walk towards the door
I know we're done
And I still keep hoping for
Hoping for that kiss
One kiss
What will tell me it's not over
Not over yet..
That there is hope still hope 
Hope left for us

Sincerely,

The one who you used to love

Unfinished

I don't know which way to go

I don't know which way to followHome..

Memories they pull me down

I tell myself it's okay

That it's time to look

Away...

Nothing left for me too save

I tell myself that it's okay

It is time to look away..

Standing here in this empty town

Cause all I knew has been burned to ashes

Encompass

It’s something inside, I can’t explain the way I feel

It’s a lingering emotion

No words can encompass

And when I am with you

I feel like we’ve been there

An odd sense of déjà vu

I don’t need you to finish my sentences

To get each other

‘Cause I know, we get each other

I love you for who you are

Even with your flaws

I’ve learned to love your imperfections

Sometimes loving you is intense

Most of the time in a good way, however it’s the love

Which helps me to see beyond the bad moment

As long as I have you next to me

I know I am capable of anything

Together we can do anything

Though life may keep us apart sometimes

I know the way you feel about me

And I feel a strong connection

You make me feel secure and protected

It’s like having a guardian angel by my side

I can’t imagine life without you

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While I whisper in your ear

I will assure you, my dear

I will hold on forever

Hold on to you

While the music plays

My voice will be your guide

If I may?

I will guide you home

While you rest your head

Upon my shoulder

Do you feel your heart

Beating slower

As you close your eyes

You feel blessed

To have found a love like this

And with these thoughts..

You fall asleep

Hey there son

Hey there son

How's it going now

Miles away

Is it easy to find

A place to call home

Is it easy to..

Do you feel alone

Alone by my side

Is it easy to cope?

Is it easy to find home

Hey there son

Are you smiling now

‘Cause I..

You left this place

And I know you’re fine

Tell me is it easy to cope

Don’t you cry

It’s not a secret

I love your smile

So don’t you hide, it’s time to shine

Hey angel spread your wings now

Create home, unpack your things

Build your kingdom

And I’ll be there

I’ll be watching

My friend

A constant collapse

A constant collapse

And all I know is that you’re holding back

As the light leaves and the moon rises

Your world collides as you wear your disguise

The second I think I’m looking into your soul

Another lie shows up at the door

I’ve lost track of your many faces

The one, the other

Your face I’ll smother

Wrong or right

Your soul has never touched the light

Yell and scream

You will never be the redeemed

Attention, attention

Another ship is going to wreck

And will rise from the ashes of hell

Or will you rise from the deep, deep ocean

No one could tell

The second I think I’m looking into your soul

Another lie shows up at the door

I’ve lost track of your many faces

The one, the other

Your face I’ll smother

Wrong or right

Your soul has never touched the light

Yell and scream

You will never be the redeemed

The moment my eyes met yours

I could see right through you

And your disguise

Damn so many lies

All the yelling and screaming

You’re begging for attention

So tied up, you forgot to mention

Mention your name…

Lies Screams Disguise Redeemed

Rise up Go deep Hold on To me

Wrong Right Hell Light

Whats your game?!?!

The one, the other

Your face I’ll smother

Wrong or right

Your soul has never touched the light

Yell and scream

You will never be the redeemed

This one is for you

All that was left of you was

The shadow on the ground

'Cause in this life you’ve lost

The reflection of yourself in the mirror

And all you needed was to be found

Just some warmth and some love

An embrace of those who believe in you

The ones who will lead you on your path

Yes! The strength lies in you

And you will rise up from your ashes

You will rise and become whole

In that moment you will find a new door

Which will lead you to unconditional love

Your beautiful soul will ignite

As you become their guiding light

Troubled soul

I didn’t knew, I didnt knew what to write and to whom
For once in my life my mind wasn’t filled with million thoughts
For a moment, for a moment

Time stood still
And I felt found

I felt home in the lights, home in your arms

Before I knew, before I knew
I was falling, calling but not coming through
Suddenly a pain was rushing through my soul

And my walls were crumbling down

I felt home in the lights, home in your arms

With every heartbeat my heart gets colder
Slowly breathing in and out
As my tears fall down

I will give you one more troubled soul
One lie
Cause you won’t catch her when she falls
And you will give her one more broken promise

I dare you to look into her eyes
And tell her she is the only one
Dare to look into my eyes
And tell me there was a place for me in your heart

You were hurting me while I trusted you

With every heartbeat my heart gets colder
Slowly breathing in and out
As my tears fall down

I will give you one more troubled soul
One lie
Cause you won’t catch her when she falls
And you will give her one more broken promise

I know you don’t like

You dont like where you are now

But darling you’re on your way without a doubt

At least thats what you have told me

And yes I still got some mountains to climb

And yes it is time to let go of the shore

To let go of the fear

To follow my destiny, to follow the light that shines on me

Cause I have found home

I found a place where I belong

With every heartbeat my heart gets warmer
Slowly breathing in and out
As my fears fade away

Your lies and broken promises, they won’t stop me

No they won’t

Troubeld soul…

I feel home in the lights, on this stage

I found somehting better than the bitter taste of your…

so called warm embrace

Her smile

They say there is beauty in the way she smiles

Yet they don't know it's a broken smile

A disguise for years

They say don’t let go of your appearance

Yet they don’t know who she truly is

What made her the way she is

They say she has the most beautiful eyes

Yet they don’t know what these eyes have been through

What these eyes could do to you

They say that they understand

Yet she feels lost and alone

Alone fighting this battle called life

They never could have imagined the demons in her thoughts

Cause they think she's doing fine

All just because you're too busy with your life

Her smile, her appearance and her eyes

They tell a story

A story you never could imagine

A story which is hidden

Which has been locked as a secret

And the key is to win her heart

Stars

As I lay my head upon his shoulder
Surrounded by the silence
I look up, up into the darkness
I see stars in remembrance of our ancestors
And I wonder..

Oh tell me father
How did they made it?
Through better and worse
How did they do it?
Cause I feel cursed..

My words, my thoughts
I put them down on paper
And I wonder, wonder why
Why do we fail this life?

So father tell me
Is life just a game?
The life we live
And the love we give
Why do we destroy our purpose of life?

Through better or worse
I guess those words mean nothing
Empty promises, thats what it is!
Love, love became our weapon of self destruction

I lay my head upon his shoulder
And before I fall
I look up to heaven, to the stars 
Father,  I hope someday I'll get the chance ..
.. To understand

And I will write you again...

Growing up in the shadows of society

Going back to the time where my dreams meant so much

Where the world was mine

And they could not hold me back

The time I could not wait to dream again

Going back to the moment

Where they taught me to be a figure in society

A world where daydreams even dreams

Were for the weak

Going back to the moment

Where they told me I could not make it

I was wrong and too much me

Those retards, our so called society, could not shape me

Going back to the moment where I lost a hero

Where I lost you

Living this life without your existence

All I could do was blame myself

Going back to the time

Where I home was a battlefield

Where I was afraid of losing you

Wide awake, never got the chance to dream

Living in fear, fear for my dreams & fear for this god damn reality

Going back to the time

Where I almost lost you

Tears running over your face

In that moment I met my demon

I was able to kill

Going back to the time

Where I was truly lost

Days were filled with fear and anxiety

You dug your own grave and  buried a man which could be my hero

And I started from scratch with everyone one I loved

Living day by day

Going back to the time

Where our eyes first met

You helped me get through

But then you broke me into million pieces

Going back in time  

Where you were my guiding light

You lead me to a crossroad

It was you that made me see life

You taught me to dream again and see a better reality

And I walked away from edge, from a destination six feet under

So in time I found me

And time made me stronger

I found my destiny

And one day I was blessed to meet you

Your words made me realise that you were special

You seemed so far away

Falling and loving again seemed so impossible

But with you my love, dreams are reality