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While I whisper in your ear

I will assure you, my dear

I will hold on forever

Hold on to you

While the music plays

My voice will be your guide

If I may?

I will guide you home

While you rest your head

Upon my shoulder

Do you feel your heart

Beating slower

As you close your eyes

You feel blessed

To have found a love like this

And with these thoughts..

You fall asleep

3 am

Have you ever been so afraid

That fears taking over

Have you ever been so betrayed

That fears taking over

3 am and you’re still wide awake

You just want to catch some sleep

But  the

Demon inside

Of you

Starts to scream

Starts to yell

It takes the air away

Makes it harder to breathe

Now tell me are you okay?!

You try to ignore

All these thoughts of yours

So fed up with the lies

And you just can’t take

One more

One more sleepless night

So you start counting sheep

But your demon is creeping in

And it starts to scream

It starts to yell

Takes the air away

Makes it harder to breathe

So tell me are you okay?!

All these thoughts of yours

Sound of slamming doors

Monsters hiding under your bed

Your demons fade out the red

So do you need the screaming

Do you live on lies

Stuck in this nightmare

Another sleepless night

You start to cry

And it start to scream

While you write your goodbye

And it starts to yell

While I write your lullaby

Its taking you away

While I’m begging you to stay

So I whisper in your ear

It will be okay, my dear

So just close your eyes

Dig deep inside

Follow my voice, your guide

Ignore the demons, which hide

Listen to your lullaby

So tell me have you ever been so afraid

That fears taking over

Have you ever been so betrayed

That fears taking over

It’s taking over

Misplaced creature

There’s a bit of heaven in his voice
He’s an angel, a misplaced creature
Stuck in a place without a choice

Days pass and as he feels numb
Waiting for a change
And listening to his inner voice, the beating drum

As fears vanish
The doors to freedom open
All that remains is a goodbye, to banish

He left, bound for his home
On his path he met so many creatures
And realised he was not alone

And if you believe, believe in angels
He’s one without a doubt
And I, I am grateful

For meeting you

Troubled soul

I didn’t knew, I didnt knew what to write and to whom
For once in my life my mind wasn’t filled with million thoughts
For a moment, for a moment

Time stood still
And I felt found

I felt home in the lights, home in your arms

Before I knew, before I knew
I was falling, calling but not coming through
Suddenly a pain was rushing through my soul

And my walls were crumbling down

I felt home in the lights, home in your arms

With every heartbeat my heart gets colder
Slowly breathing in and out
As my tears fall down

I will give you one more troubled soul
One lie
Cause you won’t catch her when she falls
And you will give her one more broken promise

I dare you to look into her eyes
And tell her she is the only one
Dare to look into my eyes
And tell me there was a place for me in your heart

You were hurting me while I trusted you

With every heartbeat my heart gets colder
Slowly breathing in and out
As my tears fall down

I will give you one more troubled soul
One lie
Cause you won’t catch her when she falls
And you will give her one more broken promise

I know you don’t like

You dont like where you are now

But darling you’re on your way without a doubt

At least thats what you have told me

And yes I still got some mountains to climb

And yes it is time to let go of the shore

To let go of the fear

To follow my destiny, to follow the light that shines on me

Cause I have found home

I found a place where I belong

With every heartbeat my heart gets warmer
Slowly breathing in and out
As my fears fade away

Your lies and broken promises, they won’t stop me

No they won’t

Troubeld soul…

I feel home in the lights, on this stage

I found somehting better than the bitter taste of your…

so called warm embrace

Falling Kingdom

What was the cause

Of this blood

Of her blood

Dripping down from her face

Anger, anger, hate and pain

No drugs, no alcohol, what is your game?

Telling lies behind our backs

Telling stories of the day you left

I put my guard up

And someday I will let my walls down

My demons would  tell another story

You see your kingdom shattering into pieces

Your crown is falling as we are rising

Your memories become ashes

Dust is what you've become

In this game you lost

Tell them lies, tell them lies

It is us you lost

And as you leave, take those fake tears and rest in peace

You point your finger

And try to blame

The ones who loved you

The ones that got away

Like  a parasite stuck in my brain

You fly back like a crow

To steal but you will never gain

You may stab us

And give us hate

Together we stand tall

And wash away the pain

You see your kingdom shattering into pieces

Your crown is falling as we are rising

Your memories become ashes

Dust is what you've become

In this game you lost

Tell them lies, tell them lies

It is us you lost

And as you leave, take those fake tears and rest in peace

You betrayed me

Lift me up

To live in your lie

I wanted to help out the once I loved

Then again you made me die

Little by little inside

I swear I’m going to stand tall

Yes you will be the one who’s going to crawl

You  see your kingdom shattering into pieces

Your crown is falling as we are rising

Your memories become ashes

Dust is what you've become

In this game you lost

Tell them lies, tell them lies

It is us you lost

And as you leave, take those fake tears and rest in peace

Her smile

They say there is beauty in the way she smiles

Yet they don't know it's a broken smile

A disguise for years

They say don’t let go of your appearance

Yet they don’t know who she truly is

What made her the way she is

They say she has the most beautiful eyes

Yet they don’t know what these eyes have been through

What these eyes could do to you

They say that they understand

Yet she feels lost and alone

Alone fighting this battle called life

They never could have imagined the demons in her thoughts

Cause they think she's doing fine

All just because you're too busy with your life

Her smile, her appearance and her eyes

They tell a story

A story you never could imagine

A story which is hidden

Which has been locked as a secret

And the key is to win her heart

Stars

As I lay my head upon his shoulder
Surrounded by the silence
I look up, up into the darkness
I see stars in remembrance of our ancestors
And I wonder..

Oh tell me father
How did they made it?
Through better and worse
How did they do it?
Cause I feel cursed..

My words, my thoughts
I put them down on paper
And I wonder, wonder why
Why do we fail this life?

So father tell me
Is life just a game?
The life we live
And the love we give
Why do we destroy our purpose of life?

Through better or worse
I guess those words mean nothing
Empty promises, thats what it is!
Love, love became our weapon of self destruction

I lay my head upon his shoulder
And before I fall
I look up to heaven, to the stars 
Father,  I hope someday I'll get the chance ..
.. To understand

And I will write you again...

Growing up in the shadows of society

Going back to the time where my dreams meant so much

Where the world was mine

And they could not hold me back

The time I could not wait to dream again

Going back to the moment

Where they taught me to be a figure in society

A world where daydreams even dreams

Were for the weak

Going back to the moment

Where they told me I could not make it

I was wrong and too much me

Those retards, our so called society, could not shape me

Going back to the moment where I lost a hero

Where I lost you

Living this life without your existence

All I could do was blame myself

Going back to the time

Where I home was a battlefield

Where I was afraid of losing you

Wide awake, never got the chance to dream

Living in fear, fear for my dreams & fear for this god damn reality

Going back to the time

Where I almost lost you

Tears running over your face

In that moment I met my demon

I was able to kill

Going back to the time

Where I was truly lost

Days were filled with fear and anxiety

You dug your own grave and  buried a man which could be my hero

And I started from scratch with everyone one I loved

Living day by day

Going back to the time

Where our eyes first met

You helped me get through

But then you broke me into million pieces

Going back in time  

Where you were my guiding light

You lead me to a crossroad

It was you that made me see life

You taught me to dream again and see a better reality

And I walked away from edge, from a destination six feet under

So in time I found me

And time made me stronger

I found my destiny

And one day I was blessed to meet you

Your words made me realise that you were special

You seemed so far away

Falling and loving again seemed so impossible

But with you my love, dreams are reality