Troubled soul

I didn’t knew, I didnt knew what to write and to whom
For once in my life my mind wasn’t filled with million thoughts
For a moment, for a moment

Time stood still
And I felt found

I felt home in the lights, home in your arms

Before I knew, before I knew
I was falling, calling but not coming through
Suddenly a pain was rushing through my soul

And my walls were crumbling down

I felt home in the lights, home in your arms

With every heartbeat my heart gets colder
Slowly breathing in and out
As my tears fall down

I will give you one more troubled soul
One lie
Cause you won’t catch her when she falls
And you will give her one more broken promise

I dare you to look into her eyes
And tell her she is the only one
Dare to look into my eyes
And tell me there was a place for me in your heart

You were hurting me while I trusted you

With every heartbeat my heart gets colder
Slowly breathing in and out
As my tears fall down

I will give you one more troubled soul
One lie
Cause you won’t catch her when she falls
And you will give her one more broken promise

I know you don’t like

You dont like where you are now

But darling you’re on your way without a doubt

At least thats what you have told me

And yes I still got some mountains to climb

And yes it is time to let go of the shore

To let go of the fear

To follow my destiny, to follow the light that shines on me

Cause I have found home

I found a place where I belong

With every heartbeat my heart gets warmer
Slowly breathing in and out
As my fears fade away

Your lies and broken promises, they won’t stop me

No they won’t

Troubeld soul…

I feel home in the lights, on this stage

I found somehting better than the bitter taste of your…

so called warm embrace

Darling I will stay…

Lost in space

And he has left

You knew he would

You even knew how and when

But you could never understand

After another night the sun rises again

As she leaves town

All she leaves is the dawn

Cause even her soul is gone

And again you don't understand

You knew she would leave

You knew how and when

Living in this illusion

Its confusing

when

You see them all leave

One by one

Making you feel numb

You’ve been through this once, twice

Captured in this nightmare called life

Sleep?

What is sleep?

A good night rest seems not made for me

Dreams?

They've become reality!

A nightmare

And I am the only one who sees!

I feel like I’m better of alone

Then to see my loved once go

away

one bye one

Yet you whisper in my ears

Darling I will stay…

No!

Cause dreams become nightmares

And this reality seems not fair

I see these chapters of how you LEAVE!

Sleep?

What is sleep?

A good night rest Seems not made for me

Dreams?

They’ve become reality!

A nightmare

And I am the only one who sees!

I saw you falling’

And now you’re flying

Flying away, away from this mess

And there is nothing I could say

Nothing I could do

Nothing that's gonna make you grounded

Cause I have seen you running

And dreams become nightmares

And you became the dawn

Listen

Living in the shadow

Days filled with regrets

There's a ghost haunting you

A ghost from the past

Stuck in the middle of

Dreams and reality

Wondering about the next step you'll take

Not aware of what's in front of you, beauty

I need you to open up your eyes

and finally see

The beauty among you, the beauty in you

I need you to listen

To the voice of your guide

To your inner voice

I need you to feel

Open up your heart

And embrace this love, before it fades away

I need you to breathe

Count ‘till ten

And set course to your dreams

I need you to communicate

Show me your fears

Know they are safe with me

I need you to open up your mind

Listen

Feel

And see

I need you to be honest with me

I need you to know

That I’m in front of you

On the edge of letting go

Growing up in the shadows of society

Going back to the time where my dreams meant so much

Where the world was mine

And they could not hold me back

The time I could not wait to dream again

Going back to the moment

Where they taught me to be a figure in society

A world where daydreams even dreams

Were for the weak

Going back to the moment

Where they told me I could not make it

I was wrong and too much me

Those retards, our so called society, could not shape me

Going back to the moment where I lost a hero

Where I lost you

Living this life without your existence

All I could do was blame myself

Going back to the time

Where I home was a battlefield

Where I was afraid of losing you

Wide awake, never got the chance to dream

Living in fear, fear for my dreams & fear for this god damn reality

Going back to the time

Where I almost lost you

Tears running over your face

In that moment I met my demon

I was able to kill

Going back to the time

Where I was truly lost

Days were filled with fear and anxiety

You dug your own grave and  buried a man which could be my hero

And I started from scratch with everyone one I loved

Living day by day

Going back to the time

Where our eyes first met

You helped me get through

But then you broke me into million pieces

Going back in time  

Where you were my guiding light

You lead me to a crossroad

It was you that made me see life

You taught me to dream again and see a better reality

And I walked away from edge, from a destination six feet under

So in time I found me

And time made me stronger

I found my destiny

And one day I was blessed to meet you

Your words made me realise that you were special

You seemed so far away

Falling and loving again seemed so impossible

But with you my love, dreams are reality