Falling Kingdom

What was the cause

Of this blood

Of her blood

Dripping down from her face

Anger, anger, hate and pain

No drugs, no alcohol, what is your game?

Telling lies behind our backs

Telling stories of the day you left

I put my guard up

And someday I will let my walls down

My demons would  tell another story

You see your kingdom shattering into pieces

Your crown is falling as we are rising

Your memories become ashes

Dust is what you've become

In this game you lost

Tell them lies, tell them lies

It is us you lost

And as you leave, take those fake tears and rest in peace

You point your finger

And try to blame

The ones who loved you

The ones that got away

Like  a parasite stuck in my brain

You fly back like a crow

To steal but you will never gain

You may stab us

And give us hate

Together we stand tall

And wash away the pain

You see your kingdom shattering into pieces

Your crown is falling as we are rising

Your memories become ashes

Dust is what you've become

In this game you lost

Tell them lies, tell them lies

It is us you lost

And as you leave, take those fake tears and rest in peace

You betrayed me

Lift me up

To live in your lie

I wanted to help out the once I loved

Then again you made me die

Little by little inside

I swear I’m going to stand tall

Yes you will be the one who’s going to crawl

You  see your kingdom shattering into pieces

Your crown is falling as we are rising

Your memories become ashes

Dust is what you've become

In this game you lost

Tell them lies, tell them lies

It is us you lost

And as you leave, take those fake tears and rest in peace

Darling I will stay…

Lost in space

And he has left

You knew he would

You even knew how and when

But you could never understand

After another night the sun rises again

As she leaves town

All she leaves is the dawn

Cause even her soul is gone

And again you don't understand

You knew she would leave

You knew how and when

Living in this illusion

Its confusing

when

You see them all leave

One by one

Making you feel numb

You’ve been through this once, twice

Captured in this nightmare called life

Sleep?

What is sleep?

A good night rest seems not made for me

Dreams?

They've become reality!

A nightmare

And I am the only one who sees!

I feel like I’m better of alone

Then to see my loved once go

away

one bye one

Yet you whisper in my ears

Darling I will stay…

No!

Cause dreams become nightmares

And this reality seems not fair

I see these chapters of how you LEAVE!

Sleep?

What is sleep?

A good night rest Seems not made for me

Dreams?

They’ve become reality!

A nightmare

And I am the only one who sees!

I saw you falling’

And now you’re flying

Flying away, away from this mess

And there is nothing I could say

Nothing I could do

Nothing that's gonna make you grounded

Cause I have seen you running

And dreams become nightmares

And you became the dawn

Listen

Living in the shadow

Days filled with regrets

There's a ghost haunting you

A ghost from the past

Stuck in the middle of

Dreams and reality

Wondering about the next step you'll take

Not aware of what's in front of you, beauty

I need you to open up your eyes

and finally see

The beauty among you, the beauty in you

I need you to listen

To the voice of your guide

To your inner voice

I need you to feel

Open up your heart

And embrace this love, before it fades away

I need you to breathe

Count ‘till ten

And set course to your dreams

I need you to communicate

Show me your fears

Know they are safe with me

I need you to open up your mind

Listen

Feel

And see

I need you to be honest with me

I need you to know

That I’m in front of you

On the edge of letting go

Stars

As I lay my head upon his shoulder
Surrounded by the silence
I look up, up into the darkness
I see stars in remembrance of our ancestors
And I wonder..

Oh tell me father
How did they made it?
Through better and worse
How did they do it?
Cause I feel cursed..

My words, my thoughts
I put them down on paper
And I wonder, wonder why
Why do we fail this life?

So father tell me
Is life just a game?
The life we live
And the love we give
Why do we destroy our purpose of life?

Through better or worse
I guess those words mean nothing
Empty promises, thats what it is!
Love, love became our weapon of self destruction

I lay my head upon his shoulder
And before I fall
I look up to heaven, to the stars 
Father,  I hope someday I'll get the chance ..
.. To understand

And I will write you again...

Growing up in the shadows of society

Going back to the time where my dreams meant so much

Where the world was mine

And they could not hold me back

The time I could not wait to dream again

Going back to the moment

Where they taught me to be a figure in society

A world where daydreams even dreams

Were for the weak

Going back to the moment

Where they told me I could not make it

I was wrong and too much me

Those retards, our so called society, could not shape me

Going back to the moment where I lost a hero

Where I lost you

Living this life without your existence

All I could do was blame myself

Going back to the time

Where I home was a battlefield

Where I was afraid of losing you

Wide awake, never got the chance to dream

Living in fear, fear for my dreams & fear for this god damn reality

Going back to the time

Where I almost lost you

Tears running over your face

In that moment I met my demon

I was able to kill

Going back to the time

Where I was truly lost

Days were filled with fear and anxiety

You dug your own grave and  buried a man which could be my hero

And I started from scratch with everyone one I loved

Living day by day

Going back to the time

Where our eyes first met

You helped me get through

But then you broke me into million pieces

Going back in time  

Where you were my guiding light

You lead me to a crossroad

It was you that made me see life

You taught me to dream again and see a better reality

And I walked away from edge, from a destination six feet under

So in time I found me

And time made me stronger

I found my destiny

And one day I was blessed to meet you

Your words made me realise that you were special

You seemed so far away

Falling and loving again seemed so impossible

But with you my love, dreams are reality